overprotected
Monday, August 02, 2004
Bed at 12:00
Awoken at 12:30 - "guess what"
Awake at 3:00 - Is that what the clock really says, how long have I been laying here.
3:30 - Another half an hour of nothing, why won't my brain just quit so I can get some sleep. I have to be up at 7:00
4:00 - maybe some warm milk. It may be an old wives tale, but shit anything now would be happy.
4:30 - I am moving to the couch, the bed just isn't cutting it.
5:00 - my eyes hurt so bad, please shut, please sleep - there is nothing I can do about this tonight - QUIT THINKING!!!!!
Awake at 6:30 - I am surprisingly rested despite only short bouts of sleep. Time to get up and 'rang
7:00 - Where are the people, I thought everyone was coming at 7 today.
7:30 - I guess if I go to work I can get some coffee and fake my way through today
It's official MONDAY SUCKS.
Why does it all happen at once? I love you, but I couldn't possibly put it into words even if I were allowed to say it. Why can't you understand how I love? I love you two too, but I can't love you like that. You I also love, but not in the way your friends tell me you dream. What am I going to do when you are gone? What am I going to do if they take you away? How am I going to leave you? Did he really mean that? How am I going to let you leave? Why is it that I am so miserable trying to live my life, and allow you to be happy in yours? Answering these questions may permit some sleep tonight.
posted by ZEUS @ 2:08 PM,
